Under the rainy sky
I walk with watery eye
I wet my self in tears
The only one I cry
My heart is something
Different now Urging me to fly
Manipulating my
Brains
For the feelings that I write
Into the rain I smile now
The rain, to me, the wind brought
As I walk the lonely, rain filled road
As I’m trying to wear off and write a word
About the inter woven thoughts
Smile forever
Fly free
Stretch your wings!
For there’s a long way to go!
A lot of things to learn
A lot, may be to remember
A lot, may be you forget!
But smile forever
My friend
For there is hope at the end of this road
There’s freedom at the end of the road
So smile my friends
Oh,
now with the morning sun’s arrival
A new dawn, and the sparkling green grass
Upon the sun, rest the earth’s survival
A poet praising through wet window glass
Birds chirping, wind slowly blowing away
Sun silently rises above, the skies
Bright rays of light, indicating the day
Hungry little ones weep, the mother flies
The sky is filled with beautiful blue cloud
It’s as lively as it could have ever been
The beauty speaks to me, almost loud
And splendor is like few have ever seen
I stay away, but praising her to the best
I’ll write it down, and just leave her to rest
Silently on a wooden chair
Raising a toast to me
Memories, swings around
The soft warm air
It’s not hard anymore
Not with a glass in my hand
Every thing’s still the same
But the time’s is moving
Forward back
And with pictures still in the wall
It’s hurt sometimes, but not now
Not with a broken glass
I’m here thinking about
Those days spent
And those that I am spending
And the difference seem
To fade away with a glass in my hand
But the music seems to fade away
So does the remedy in the glass
The time seems to fade away
And slowly does the memories
With the empty glass in my hand
I know what those pictures are for
That you change around almost every day
You know that I've built a house of my own
You know that I've blocked the sun
I've lost the will to burn myself
I've lost the will to walk
But, still there's a part of me that searches you
Almost everyday Just to look at that pictures
That you change around almost every day
I know what those pictures are for
I know what do you want
Even though the wind has blown away
The last dried leaf of hope that I had
You know what I'm made off
You know what I live off
You know me more that
I ever should have let you
And I love you more than you ever should have let me
And there's nothing
I can do So can't you
But If the heart ever silently speaks to you
Of the pain that I endure when I have to see
The guy who's holding you
Almost everyday
But you know that
No matter what I will
Do what you want me to do
Almost everyday
Just to look at that pictures
That you change around almost every day
There are lots of things that the human wonder about in life. Some of them may be reasonable some not, and some may be unreasonable yet be a question to wonder about and at last be the most reasonable one. One of such question is about how and from where the earth that we live in today came from. Was there a beginning of the earth? So did someone really created it as we have been told since the childhood. A powerful being with no evidences of existence termed as the “God” created the earth in a stroke according to some religion and the “God” with almost same power as the other “Counterpart” needed 7 days to create the earth. (Could have done in a stroke, if he could have done it in 7 days?!!). It does remain a mystery and I think it will forever. Is there really not a single way to explain all those things we are adapted with? That are not normal, and we call them supernatural. Everything needs to have a beginning “Nothing can come from nothing”, that holds true, which means everything has a beginning. So must the earth. Scientifically they say it has, even according to different religion it has but the difference is of a second to 604800 sec to 5-6 billion years. Which of them can we take as the best reason for the existence that we are today and the way the earth that we live was created?
Basically, there are lots of points both, from the science and the religion. They have a story a myth or a proof of the things that they have expressed in their way they think was the best and the truth about the origin of the earth. But each of them has left a loop whole for us to peek. At some instant both of them holds true, differently from the point of view, but the same bottom line. There’s something that the religion says and something that science proves, yet we can go on with the proofs the science has made and it’s always hard to believe the unseen story of the supernatural invincible “God”.
Science says and the scientists believe that the earth was formed some 5-6 billion years ago. There were nothing but miles and miles and tons of clouds of cosmic dust and gases which eventually condensed forming the earth, which was believed to be so hot that it took some 100 of millions years to cool. A big bang what as we have learnt now is what resulted the hot mass of earth. May be it was separated from the sun, or anything any other earthly object having definite mass. I do accept the fact that earth had a beginning, whether it was a big bang or even a small bang or normal bang or even no bang or it just separated of some other heavenly body, and life evolved the way the science has said it was, after the earth was cooled down.
If the earth was separated from some thing then, a small part of that “something” is the world we live in. And if the earth didn’t separate from such heavenly body and rather formed its self after the condensation of the cosmic clouds. The gases settling down, the lighter remained at the top, then immediately beneath the medium and then the heavier gases ultimately forming the core of the earth. There’s nothing not to believe in that. It might just be true. They might has condensed and resulted in the earth. Condensations are now days practically proved and we can just see them on daily basis. But the thing that puzzles me the most is where exactly the gases did came from at the first place? From other heavenly bodies, if it’s so then from where the other heavenly body came from, the condensations? For them to have the condensation they might need some gases, and I wonder from where those gases came from? Then they say the earth cooled down ultimately reached the point where the formation of life was possible. Being a student of biology and a major in microbiology, I’ve read the sentence that I’m about to hundreds of time and always I’ve wondered about it and the thing that I am about to relate it to.
The first few thing we learn when we start the chapter “Evolution” is that “No living things can arise from non-living things” that discarded the famous “Theory of Spontaneous Generation” which of course was discarded by many scientists but the major blow came from Stanly L. Miller and Harold C. Urey in 1953. The “Urey and Miller Experiment” that once in for all settled the problem that the Theory of Spontaneous Generation was. Again, there’s nothing there that cannot be believed and said that it’s wrong, one its common sense and the next it was proved in the laboratory! They did create the environment that was believed to exist when the earth was first formed and the point where it had cooled down some 100 million years afterwards. They designed an apparatus, they added water vapors, hydrogen, methane, ammonia gas et cetera… energy was supplied in closed chamber by heating, electric discharge form electrodes, and UV and the whole setup was run for a week. As a result, products of chemical reactions were condensed and were collected in a chamber. Chemical analysis of products indicated presence of number of amino acids like glycine, alanine, asparatic etc…and certain other organic compounds such as aldehyde, simple sugar, risboe etc…ultimately forming the nucleic acids such as DNA and RNA… that proved that the life did origin in the earth and wasn’t created else where. But the problem I have with it is that how come a non-living thing like nucleic acids turn into living thing? What’s the missing link? Even the Nucleic acids within the body of living things are considered to be non-living then how come the Nucleic acids become the living part?
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After all the hype, in the entertainment/movie world about the latest movie by James Cameroon, that Avatar is the best movie!! Though I’m not into sci-fi movies I wanted to check it myself, so I was eagerly waiting to download, of course why would I pay!! To watch a movie with not one of the genre that I prefer, so I downloaded it!
So basically the movie was about the war between the Americans and tribe of a certain planet called Pandora Na’vi . The American’s or lets say the human’s doing what they do best! That is; to steal from others so that they can have it all and not cares if other live or die, are in Pandora searching for a precious mineral called unobtanium. The natives of Pandora, the Na’vi’s are this blue alien looking organism, with their own language and unlike the Chinese and the French of course from this world!! Those Pandorians from different planet can speak some English!
Basically the plot is, Jake Sully played by Sam Worthington replaces his own brother, who was supposedly some kind of scientist researching on the Pandorans. And what the name avatar refers to is, genetically modified of human Na’vi’s that are operated via mental link of some kind. For that all Jake has to do is lie in some kind of chamber that looks like a MRI machine to us, so Jake’s avatar enters Pandora and while he’s training he is lost! And somehow, though he wasn’t supposed to survive a single night, he in fact does.
While he is lost inside the jungle, he meets this Na’vi girl Neytiri who saves her!! Just because some kind of plant seeds that looks like jelly fish comes and rest on her arrow while she was about to shoot him. But then she take him back to her home, and he was not supposed to be there, one, he didn’t belong their, two the human, as referred to as the sky people were on fight against them, but instead of putting a meter long arrow through his chest, the mother of Neytiri or the leader of those Na’vi decides to train him. And ask her daughter to train him. So she does and soon they fall in love! He learns! Their way as well, he becomes one of them. That was the main reason he was sent there to gain their trust. And when the time had come, when the sky people were ready to attack the pandorian’s for their precious unobtanium, Jake double crosses his own race and fights for the virtual world that he has been in for last few months.
The main plot supposedly took place in 2154, so may be there will be some kind of space ship and we will find some other planet with life of it!! Those guys in the Nasa are taking this thing seriously so!! We might get that those things by them. Lets say that part is realistic, but the main theme of the movie is sci-fi but, at last Jake is turned into one of the Na’vi’s by some supernatural ceremony!! With absolutely no, scientific explanation. So I was confused at last, if it was a supernatural movie or a sci fi moive!
And lastly, the movie did became the highest-grossing film surpassingTitanic, which had held the records for the previous 12 years. But I see no reason for this movie to surpass that record, may be just the hype was enough or may be the animation, by the which was 9 out of 10, that made the movie better than titanic, but for many reason I’m not sure!! If it deserves such a records!! Because titanic might sound girly and romantic, in a sense guys are not allowed to watch or love that movie! But I have watched titanic more that 5 times and I can still watch that movie again and again, but Avatar, not again! That was it!!
After all it my opinion and it may not be as according to all of the viewers but there are lots of movie that are better than this one!
Floating with the waves of the melody
With smile as I fly above my past
Embracing the best memories! That we had
Wish they were here! Now!
With the person in that memory here by my side
But that would have to be a dream
For in dream, even in a dream the person
Shall be missing from the dream
But the music is too loud for me to remember
And the past is too vast
The past was too sad!
But now!! I’m happy
Floating with the waves of the melody
I’m not lost, I know where I am, and where is it that I exactly stand as my carving my thoughts into words. But lately I’ve been having a feeling, may be something’s not right or it’s not going to be. But do I really care? Or should I? I’m here and with all those lights surround and unknown faces, the crying faces, as sad one could ever be in lifetime. I don’t consider me to be the saddest one; I’m by far the best one. The happiest one when I’m in front of these people. They are sad, lost, venerable, they crying, may be the guy creeping under the old scratched out SUV he’s probably mad, ten times mad than what I am. He’s talking to himself, oh wait I’m talking to myself as well. Now why do I call him mad? And I call my self mad? It’s too much for me to think I can’t I just have to get out this place and find some place where I can take the second step towards madness.
I walk for a while and there’s no silence surrounding, but I need it! More than anything I want now. I don’t want these sounds, please someone stop this!! And who is turning the lights off? It’s getting dimmer and dimmer. Someone please turn the light back on!! Oh! Who’s pulling me? Is it you mister? I don’t even know you and why are you doing this to me? Please!! Someone help me!! You mister, the guy in the black suit! Please, can’t you hear me?? And why aren’t you moving at all? Aren’t you real? And you miss? Are you real?? You standing there with a phone pressed against your ears? Are you real? Help me please! It’s pulling me! Help!
Understanding
Watching every step
As the could depart from each other
And let us see the ever blazing Sun
As the smiles bring laughter down the road
And leaves are blown away by the soft breeze
I read nature; I read the trees I read the scene
The life that nature beholds
On a random basis as I glance at the
Gestures
The joy
The excitement
Of the people I look at
And the people who do not see
My mind repeating and my hand carving the
Repeated word into letters in
The blank paper!!
Well, even before the silence of my words was broken, the voices have been deceased inside of me. A unbreakable truth it was, but yet not hard to try, like in stairway to heaven, I wanted to be sure if the store is closed or not…and I can see the neon lights from where I stand and it seems like the store is closed and there is no sing on the wall, and there are of course no two meanings for me. Before the clouds could gather and the rain drops fell, before I searched for an umbrella or shelter, before I got wet, I’m am about to break the silence and walk away from this road and take the next turn for the lost city that I’ll probably never find. With hopes I walk alone, with images, with memories, with a name in painted with black ink in the dark red color of the beat box. May be I’ll find the music for my lyrics and the glass to hold all those tears that I’ve cried. Thousand’s of sun and moon will pass me by, while I lay inside the loop whole of my mistakes and the loneliness. It was anther chance, a new day! A new door and a new key to start a new day, but as always I was the wrong man at the wrong place, trying to figure out, when it was already a sun or two late. But at least, I’ve got few things in my head, and someone inside guiding me and telling me every second, there’s always a hope left no matter what…I’ve gathered some hope as I walk alone the next turn of this road.
A sound from some kind of device lying beside me woke me up. I took a quick breath and waited for few seconds for my vision to get clear. But as the vision got clear; I was surprised to see that I actually didn’t knew where I was. I’ve never been in this place before, never seen the canvas, an oil painting of a rather beautiful lady hanging in front of me, never ever in my life I had been in this place before. I walked up the window and looked outside, not surprisingly it was just a new place for me, beautiful but never seen.
I was really getting frightened now, so I drank some water from the glass that was silently standing on the table, like he was waiting for me to pick him up and drink the water. It was clod, almost as if someone had just poured it in from a bottle that came directly from the deep freezer. I walked towards a door, which I thought was the door to the bathroom, and the first time today I was right. I walked in and I saw someone inside, I was shocked, who is this?? And, what is he doing in my bathroom? May be not mine but one of the bathroom inside the room that I just woke up. And as I was about to speak to that man I’ve never seen in my life, who was inside the bathroom, I realized something unusual, and this time my brains were all over the floor. I wasn’t looking at someone, I was looking at the mirror, and not only I couldn’t figure out where I was, I had completely forgotten who I was. I had never seen that face before, I tried to remember who I was and I realized that I don’t even know my name…
For I thought the love I loved shall be mine
She with the stone heart was the one to deny
A heart so pure inside, a man so fine
Words speaks beauty and truth, not, never lie
To change the thoughts, inside the one I loved
Took time so long, that passes along now
I was the one without an aim, so robbed
The words are gone, so is she, so the vow
Yet a day may come, for me to smile
And her shadows sheltering me to death
Words shall be spoken more clearly for while
Not trust game of time, not to hold the breath
But this heart will never let you go, dear
Until I have some, breath left to spear
For years the way goes north
And turns away till its round
Thousand of hundreds it may take
For the right word to be found
It comes to a master piece
And the world will cherish his memories
The years may change so may the seasons
Leaves may die, get a new life, and fill out the naked trees
Yet he smiles his way in the white floor With his dynamic thoughts and hands
For it may be just a while Until again he joins his fellow sands
