The charm of the world

The face the earth

Every watching eye of the time

The things we create

From the thing that create

The place of the life

The place of the death

Unseen and seen

Mysteries folding and unfold

The face of the earth

The charm of the world

Fallen angel

A late warm evening it was

Under the beautiful sky

As I lay

Whispering with the stars

A mountain of feeling

Growing inside

As the ship of fools

Watched a Lunatic
Sing with the whispering stars

Dancing to the melody

The fire flies made

Across the

blue sky walked a

Fair lady

As beautiful as one can be

With the falling stars of

That vast skies

He watched a goddess of beauty smile

When the dark blue sky froze

Upon the

Steps of fallen angel

The morning sun

With a silent smile from the

Morning sun

I've rented a heart to

Shelter for

Floating above

The

Clear blue skies

With a view below

Stunning scene

But the picture

Here speaks louder than words

The previous precious face

Pierces harder than swords

The morning sun

Makes old memories fresh

Drying away the tears

Leaving stains on my face

A choice

It was not a choice I made

I was made to do

The situation made me do it

The time running out

And the mistakes were too much

For me to handle

And every step I walk

Is another mistake I make

For that
I had to make a choice

Erase few things

Erase few things

Interwoven thoughts

Under the rainy sky  

I walk with watery eye 

I wet my self in tears 

The only one I cry 

My heart is something 

Different now Urging me to fly 

Manipulating my  

Brains 

For the feelings that I write 

Into the rain I smile now 

The rain, to me, the wind brought 

As I walk the lonely, rain filled road 

As I’m trying to wear off and write a word 

About the inter woven thoughts

Smile forever

Smile forever  

Fly free 

Stretch your wings! 

For there’s a long way to go!  

A lot of things to learn 

A lot, may be to remember 

A lot, may be you forget! 

But smile forever 

My friend  

For there is hope at the end of this road 

There’s freedom at the end of the road 

So smile my friends

I’ll write it down, and just leave her to rest

Oh, 

now with the morning sun’s arrival  

A new dawn, and the sparkling green grass 

Upon the sun, rest the earth’s survival  

A poet praising through wet window glass  

Birds chirping, wind slowly blowing away 

Sun silently rises above, the skies 

Bright rays of light, indicating the day  

Hungry little ones weep, the mother flies 

The sky is filled with beautiful blue cloud 

It’s as lively as it could have ever been  

The beauty speaks to me, almost loud  

And splendor is like few have ever seen  

I stay away, but praising her to the best  

I’ll write it down, and just leave her to rest

With the empty glass in my hand

Silently on a wooden chair 

Raising a toast to me 

Memories, swings around  

The soft warm air

 It’s not hard anymore 

Not with a glass in my hand  

Every thing’s still the same 

But the time’s is moving  

Forward back 

And with pictures still in the wall 

It’s hurt sometimes, but not now 

Not with a broken glass  

I’m here thinking about 

Those days spent 

And those that I am spending 

And the difference seem  

To fade away with a glass in my hand  

But the music seems to fade away  

So does the remedy in the glass 

The time seems to fade away 

And slowly does the memories 

With the empty glass in my hand

Everyday

I know what those pictures are for 

That you change around almost every day 

You know that I've built a house of my own 

You know that I've blocked the sun 

I've lost the will to burn myself 

I've lost the will to walk 

But,  still there's a part of me that searches you 

Almost everyday Just to look at that pictures  

That you change around almost every day   

I know what those pictures are for 

I know what do you want  

Even though the wind has blown away  

The last dried leaf of hope that I had 

You know what I'm made off 

You know what I live off  

You know me more that 

I ever should have let you 

And I love you more than you ever should have let me 

And there's nothing 

I can do So can't you  

But If the heart ever silently speaks to you 

Of the pain that I endure when I have to see 

The guy who's holding you 

 Almost everyday 

But you know that  

No matter what I will 

Do what you want me to do  

Almost everyday   

Just to look at that pictures  

That you change around almost every day

Spectacular

A time
few words
inside the
empty mind
creeping along the
darkness
that you've been blowing
through the whole time
we've been together
now that you have left
the clouds have found me
the sky is my shelter
the stars are my friend
and i'm in love with the nature
a metaphor
i use
i see you where
i look
i look where i can see you
And the sky is my shelter

and the stars are my friend
i write across the dark blue sky
and i draw your face with the stars
and if you were with me today
i wish this moment would be
spectacular
just like the face I've drawn
in the sky
with the ever shinning stars
Oh! So spectacular

A theory

There are lots of things that the human wonder about in life. Some of them may be reasonable some not, and some may be unreasonable yet be a question to wonder about and at last be the most reasonable one. One of such question is about how and from where the earth that we live in today came from. Was there a beginning of the earth? So did someone really created it as we have been told since the childhood. A powerful being with no evidences of existence termed as the “God” created the earth in a stroke according to some religion and the “God” with almost same power as the other “Counterpart” needed 7 days to create the earth. (Could have done in a stroke, if he could have done it in 7 days?!!). It does remain a mystery and I think it will forever. Is there really not a single way to explain all those things we are adapted with? That are not normal, and we call them supernatural. Everything needs to have a beginning “Nothing can come from nothing”, that holds true, which means everything has a beginning. So must the earth. Scientifically they say it has, even according to different religion it has but the difference is of a second to 604800 sec to 5-6 billion years. Which of them can we take as the best reason for the existence that we are today and the way the earth that we live was created?

Basically, there are lots of points both, from the science and the religion. They have a story a myth or a proof of the things that they have expressed in their way they think was the best and the truth about the origin of the earth. But each of them has left a loop whole for us to peek. At some instant both of them holds true, differently from the point of view, but the same bottom line. There’s something that the religion says and something that science proves, yet we can go on with the proofs the science has made and it’s always hard to believe the unseen story of the supernatural invincible “God”.

Science says and the scientists believe that the earth was formed some 5-6 billion years ago. There were nothing but miles and miles and tons of clouds of cosmic dust and gases which eventually condensed forming the earth, which was believed to be so hot that it took some 100 of millions years to cool. A big bang what as we have learnt now is what resulted the hot mass of earth. May be it was separated from the sun, or anything any other earthly object having definite mass. I do accept the fact that earth had a beginning, whether it was a big bang or even a small bang or normal bang or even no bang or it just separated of some other heavenly body, and life evolved the way the science has said it was, after the earth was cooled down.

If the earth was separated from some thing then, a small part of that “something” is the world we live in. And if the earth didn’t separate from such heavenly body and rather formed its self after the condensation of the cosmic clouds. The gases settling down, the lighter remained at the top, then immediately beneath the medium and then the heavier gases ultimately forming the core of the earth. There’s nothing not to believe in that. It might just be true. They might has condensed and resulted in the earth. Condensations are now days practically proved and we can just see them on daily basis. But the thing that puzzles me the most is where exactly the gases did came from at the first place? From other heavenly bodies, if it’s so then from where the other heavenly body came from, the condensations? For them to have the condensation they might need some gases, and I wonder from where those gases came from? Then they say the earth cooled down ultimately reached the point where the formation of life was possible. Being a student of biology and a major in microbiology, I’ve read the sentence that I’m about to hundreds of time and always I’ve wondered about it and the thing that I am about to relate it to.

The first few thing we learn when we start the chapter “Evolution” is that “No living things can arise from non-living things” that discarded the famous “Theory of Spontaneous Generation” which of course was discarded by many scientists but the major blow came from Stanly L. Miller and Harold C. Urey in 1953. The “Urey and Miller Experiment” that once in for all settled the problem that the Theory of Spontaneous Generation was. Again, there’s nothing there that cannot be believed and said that it’s wrong, one its common sense and the next it was proved in the laboratory! They did create the environment that was believed to exist when the earth was first formed and the point where it had cooled down some 100 million years afterwards. They designed an apparatus, they added water vapors, hydrogen, methane, ammonia gas et cetera… energy was supplied in closed chamber by heating, electric discharge form electrodes, and UV and the whole setup was run for a week. As a result, products of chemical reactions were condensed and were collected in a chamber. Chemical analysis of products indicated presence of number of amino acids like glycine, alanine, asparatic etc…and certain other organic compounds such as aldehyde, simple sugar, risboe etc…ultimately forming the nucleic acids such as DNA and RNA… that proved that the life did origin in the earth and wasn’t created else where. But the problem I have with it is that how come a non-living thing like nucleic acids turn into living thing? What’s the missing link? Even the Nucleic acids within the body of living things are considered to be non-living then how come the Nucleic acids become the living part?

Time and Universe

Now, here I am talking about something that’s way out of my field and not the one that I’m about get a degree in, but I don’t need a degree or I’m not restricted to think about the things that are going around us. So it has been a mystery for ages, where did the universe come from? Where is it going? Why can we remember our past but not our future? Is there the other side? Can we move back and forth in time? All of this things are too hard for me to think of and basically I do not have the right books and papers of research or something I can get some knowledge at all to speak about. All I’m doing is extracting a small part of this. So, Time as we now call, the 24 hour period between the sun rise and the sun set. But does time really exist? If yes, does it revolve around the earth again and again just the like needle of the swiss watch that you wear? But basically it has been accepted that time is moving away from us, its going some where. space and time are fabricated, space and time are integrated, might have heard of something called space time fabric. So as the universe is expanding and moving apart from us, so is the time, time began when universe began, so as with the big bang, time has been moving along with the universe.
so the easiest way to understand it is, think of it like this; a 200 meters rope is attached to a round wood object at the one end and the open end of the rope is moving! The wooden object is stationary along the west side of a road, so the anterior open chain is moving along east side..i.e. it is expanding along the west- east side. Now lets say, at 20th meter of the rope, we keep a small toy object beneath the rope, representing us! just like the time is passing us by. In real time, we are here, sipping coffee some cold after noon and time us passing us by above us, the rope is passing by the toy above it. And lets say, the 20th meters of rope is as same as any instant of time so lets call it 1 meters of time per actual time.So, s we drink the coffee and the 20th meter’s of time passes us, and let the instant that we finished our coffee be 21th meters, then lets say the time reaches 25 meters, so that means, We had coffee some time ago…i.e. in past, but actually its moving towards the future! that is!! with time, with space…With the expanding universe!! So that would me we are moving towards our past, because we just saw our past moving along with time, simultaneously.
And, it’s just a basic observation that also supports this thing! All those stars that are in the sky right now aren’t there! They are some light years away from us, i.e.the stars are so far away from us that it took such a long time for their lights to reach here, so that means they aren’t actually exactly in the place we see them they were there some 100 or 200 years ago. So, what we are looking at is the stars past, what happened there some 100 years ago, So let say, if I were to reach that star with blink of an eye I would be looking at earth’s past, but it has to be, the present, cuz it just took me a blink of an eye to reach there so basically when ill be looking from the star to the earth i will be looking at earths past! that is our present!

My view

Unedited and incomplete*

After all the hype, in the entertainment/movie world about the latest movie by James Cameroon, that Avatar is the best movie!! Though I’m not into sci-fi movies I wanted to check it myself, so I was eagerly waiting to download, of course why would I pay!! To watch a movie with not one of the genre that I prefer, so I downloaded it!

So basically the movie was about the war between the Americans and tribe of a certain planet called Pandora Na’vi . The American’s or lets say the human’s doing what they do best! That is; to steal from others so that they can have it all and not cares if other live or die, are in Pandora searching for a precious mineral called unobtanium. The natives of Pandora, the Na’vi’s are this blue alien looking organism, with their own language and unlike the Chinese and the French of course from this world!! Those Pandorians from different planet can speak some English!

Basically the plot is, Jake Sully played by Sam Worthington replaces his own brother, who was supposedly some kind of scientist researching on the Pandorans. And what the name avatar refers to is, genetically modified of human Na’vi’s that are operated via mental link of some kind. For that all Jake has to do is lie in some kind of chamber that looks like a MRI machine to us, so Jake’s avatar enters Pandora and while he’s training he is lost! And somehow, though he wasn’t supposed to survive a single night, he in fact does.

While he is lost inside the jungle, he meets this Na’vi girl Neytiri who saves her!! Just because some kind of plant seeds that looks like jelly fish comes and rest on her arrow while she was about to shoot him. But then she take him back to her home, and he was not supposed to be there, one, he didn’t belong their, two the human, as referred to as the sky people were on fight against them, but instead of putting a meter long arrow through his chest, the mother of Neytiri or the leader of those Na’vi decides to train him. And ask her daughter to train him. So she does and soon they fall in love! He learns! Their way as well, he becomes one of them. That was the main reason he was sent there to gain their trust. And when the time had come, when the sky people were ready to attack the pandorian’s for their precious unobtanium, Jake double crosses his own race and fights for the virtual world that he has been in for last few months.

The main plot supposedly took place in 2154, so may be there will be some kind of space ship and we will find some other planet with life of it!! Those guys in the Nasa are taking this thing seriously so!! We might get that those things by them. Lets say that part is realistic, but the main theme of the movie is sci-fi but, at last Jake is turned into one of the Na’vi’s by some supernatural ceremony!! With absolutely no, scientific explanation. So I was confused at last, if it was a supernatural movie or a sci fi moive!

And lastly, the movie did became the highest-grossing film surpassingTitanic, which had held the records for the previous 12 years. But I see no reason for this movie to surpass that record, may be just the hype was enough or may be the animation, by the which was 9 out of 10, that made the movie better than titanic, but for many reason I’m not sure!! If it deserves such a records!! Because titanic might sound girly and romantic, in a sense guys are not allowed to watch or love that movie! But I have watched titanic more that 5 times and I can still watch that movie again and again, but Avatar, not again! That was it!!

After all it my opinion and it may not be as according to all of the viewers but there are lots of movie that are better than this one!