Wednesday, September 28, 2011

म त्यो अक्षर हुँ
जुन आज फिक्का भै सकेको छ
किरा ले खाइ सकेको पुरानो दराजमा
धुलो र ढुसीले कवज बनेको
तेही पुरानो पुस्तकको म काहानी हुँ

म त्यो स्वोर हुँ
जुन आज फिक्का भै सकेको छ
सन्दुक भित्र मुसाले टोकेर
तार हरु धुजा धुजा पारेको
तेही रेडियोको आवज हुँ म

म त्यो मान्छे हुँ
जुन आज दिक्क भै सकेको छ
दुनियाँले खाइ सकेको
सताइ सकेको
रुवाइ सकेको
तेही एउटा बाउला हुँ म !

Hollow

Wandering inside the
emptiness of myself
numb inside out
I can't feel the air
or anything
all I can feel is hollowness
inside of me
echoing the sounds
of memories, pain
I feel lost,
I feel left alone
not even with a shadow
of my own to follow
I feel, sad, depleted and hollow

Monday, September 26, 2011

Happy Birthday

We were on the road
the road that ended somewhere
something flew right into my eyes
I closed my eyes for a while
but then you were gone
we could have made it
to the end where our dreams
were waiting for us,
but then they were shattered into pieces
somehow you changed,
those pieces were not small enough for you
then you broke them into even smaller pieces
and still all those broken pieces
if it were to be re arranged would
have your name on it
we had our share of fun, laughter
and great memories, that will
walk with me to my deathbed
but now its too late to be reminded it
everyday,
your face with a stranger
everyday on the electronic screen
I'm still the same way you left me some
four years ago,
and you're not the same person that you were
things have changed,
they've been rearranged
nothing looks familiar anymore
specially you
but I still cannot forget those times
and even though I hate you for what you did
how could I forget this day
even if those memories in your head
lay there alone to rust
Happy Birthday to you, old friend
and Happy birthday to us!

Sunday, September 25, 2011

A false heart

silent
the sound of
a shattered heart
years and years
memories
hundreds of miles apart

faint
the color of
the imagination
building up to
a false heart's fabrication
vague
the look on her face
loneliness
creeps on to life
its a sad friends embrace

Wednesday, September 14, 2011

Memories

Silent,
like a soft warm breeze
slowed up
after a strong storm
wondering off in
consequences of
the rampage
that has been done
replacing
broken, bruised
lost and left overs
with sands,
as the sands of time
passes by,
with memories
left
hanging up in the
wall
in a dusty wooden frame