Saturday, October 23, 2010

I’m happy

Floating with the waves of the melody

With smile as I fly above my past

Embracing the best memories! That we had

Wish they were here! Now!

With the person in that memory here by my side

But that would have to be a dream

For in dream, even in a dream the person

Shall be missing from the dream

But the music is too loud for me to remember

And the past is too vast

The past was too sad!

But now!! I’m happy

Floating with the waves of the melody

Thursday, October 14, 2010

I

I’m not lost, I know where I am, and where is it that I exactly stand as my carving my thoughts into words. But lately I’ve been having a feeling, may be something’s not right or it’s not going to be. But do I really care? Or should I? I’m here and with all those lights surround and unknown faces, the crying faces, as sad one could ever be in lifetime. I don’t consider me to be the saddest one; I’m by far the best one. The happiest one when I’m in front of these people. They are sad, lost, venerable, they crying, may be the guy creeping under the old scratched out SUV he’s probably mad, ten times mad than what I am. He’s talking to himself, oh wait I’m talking to myself as well. Now why do I call him mad? And I call my self mad? It’s too much for me to think I can’t I just have to get out this place and find some place where I can take the second step towards madness.

I walk for a while and there’s no silence surrounding, but I need it! More than anything I want now. I don’t want these sounds, please someone stop this!! And who is turning the lights off? It’s getting dimmer and dimmer. Someone please turn the light back on!! Oh! Who’s pulling me? Is it you mister? I don’t even know you and why are you doing this to me? Please!! Someone help me!! You mister, the guy in the black suit! Please, can’t you hear me?? And why aren’t you moving at all? Aren’t you real? And you miss? Are you real?? You standing there with a phone pressed against your ears? Are you real? Help me please! It’s pulling me! Help!

Monday, October 11, 2010

Untitled

Understanding

Reading the mind

Watching every step

As the could depart from each other

And let us see the ever blazing Sun

As the smiles bring laughter down the road

And leaves are blown away by the soft breeze

I read nature; I read the trees I read the scene

The life that nature beholds

On a random basis as I glance at the

Gestures

The joy

The excitement

Of the people I look at

And the people who do not see

My mind repeating and my hand carving the

Repeated word into letters in

The blank paper!!