A word please !!

I try to write with an empty mind

the more I try the more hard to find

its such a hard thing to do

when your minds not right

even harder more on

such cold lazy night

I try to write about anything

but I can't figure it out with ease

would mind help me write something

with a word please?

A lizard

I was basking in the sun one day
on a wooden chair in the park
out of no where I saw this
lizard up on the tree's bark
it look so beautiful
I loved the way it look
But it changed it color
when I closed my eyes
a moment that I took
it was so fast and so unannounced
that I couldn't understand
it was such a magic art
but the lizard jumped upon me
tearing away my heart

Goodbye

You're not even gone yet
and I already miss you so
the hard that I thought it was
harder it is to let you go
i think of the times we spent
and now they are all about to go
but i won't let it fade away
I promise,
stronger it will grow
emptiness conquers my
nostalgic mind
as i try to pen it down
but the moments that we spent
together are so precious
and so umpteen for me to express
and every single moment that i spent with you
it meant a world to me
and I'll cherish that all my life
and ill miss you so much
my love my friend
a warm goodbye
until we meet again

A shelter

a shelter below the dark
clouds of shattered hopes
and dreams
a naive heart
drowned in unimaginable
unattainable
imaginations
victimized by the
beauty of treacherous mind
opening a tattered heart
submerged in tears

A new beginning

Leave behind what you can
for if it brings no good to you
take a bold step ahead and
for a better time to come
it may burn you down
to turn it around
but
what else can you do
erase all the darkness
in your head
and replace it with blue
for there's always a new start
right before when its to late
and if you wait for more and more
a day will come when your heart will break
if you cannot see the next day
don't waste you time to make
think of it while you , best can
and choice you have to make
and its never to late to make
a new beginning

Trust

Two sides of shore
found a connection within
a disaster in its way
inevitably seen
one pretending
one trying hard not to

but never shall one trust
the patient that flows
stronger as the feelings
strong the ego grows

a mistake not thought of
yet comes to haunt it down
a water body not seen dangerous enough
sweeps away a town

feelings, trust and time all rust in vain
never ever shall I trust you again

Treacherous smile

A shine of trust that I saw in you

sparkling in your eyes

turned out to be treacherous

the beauty in your eyes

turned out to be dangerous

your voice,

the one I fell in love with

ripped through my heart

like a long cold sword

yet the smile of yours

stayed like you always

played when you were around

I was such a fool not to see

I was as madly in love as I could be

and,

I mistook you for one

who enjoys love rather than

hurting the one who loves you

at least I thought it for a while

as I was madly deceived by your

Treacherous smile

In her eyes

I was lost in the moment

lost within her eyes

shinning like a star

staring at me

trying to say something

yet, I cannot understand

may be something

which was never meant for me

to understand

its seems so vast

so powerful

its stop everything

I feel heavy inside

I miss her more

I want her more

I can't take my eyes of her

even I'm forbid to

I'm lost in the beauty and the

expression in her eyes

it reminds me of every single moment

I spend with her

I find it rolling across her

dark grey eyes

strong feelings

very strong

in her eyes

He stood there

an empty cup

beside the table lamp

sings the tune of

sorrow into the

boredom of the

silent room

something cries

but nothing moves

no words

like there was no

word of care

and yet

he stood there alone in the

dark room

staring at the wall

with a picture in a frame

and a wall filled with her name

he stood there

and years and years they passed

but no one picked that door

until his feelings dropped down

on the floor

and he waited there for eternity

You

you are in my eyes, you are in my mind

you are all over the air that i breathe

you are in my blood stream

and in my heart beat

you are the thoughts that I

take my time to think

I miss you every time i close my eyes

even when i blink

you the sweetest person i know

and I really mean

you are the most beautiful girl i

have ever seen

Let me be

let me be with you till the memories go hazy

let me hold you in my arms till the world goes crazy

let me be the light if you ever run into the dark

let me be the fireworks let me be the spark

let me be the eye for you, and lead your way

let me be your morning let me be your day

let me be the one to wipe your tears

let me be your seconds let me be your years

Wait

it feels like its been a year or two

that you have crossed my mind

I was lost in you beautiful eyes

and you were gone then, now I can't find

I still think about you almost everyday

miss you like the flowers missing the sun

I wish I could see you now, there's so much I have to say

Life was so much fun then, but now its all gone

Well, you came like a hurricane and blew my mind away

May be it was a destiny that for us to meet

and may be we will, if its written in our fate

All I can do now is cross the days on calendar everyday and wait

I Wish

as the dark clouds

tear apart disclosing the moon

I make a wish , at the night sky

I wish to see you soon

I think of the times that we spent

and try hard not to miss you

I can't wait to be with you

hold you in my arms, and kiss you

I wish this night would end

and come tomorrow I'll be by your side

I'll tell the world that I love you so

My feelings I can't hide

I wish everything would move fast

and then I would be with you very soon

we'd talk, laugh and dance

beneath that very moon

Do anything you want to do

Well, stab in my heart

burn me down

there's nothing you can do

to hurt me now

well, I'm dead inside

to burn me down

there's nothing you can do

to kill me now

So,

leave me now,

stab me too

well do anything that you want to do

May be

It's so hard

but you'd not understand it

not understand it at all

how hard i took a fall

when i saw your pretty face

i was lost inside the place

of your beautiful eyes

and lost in your sweetest of voice

and

i know you

you'd not understand

not understand it at all

how hard i took a fall

only if i could fly and crash land

in your arms

only if i could write your name

all over the moon

and only if i could

tear my heart open and gift it to you

may be you'll understand then

End of the road

the lights are dim

eye's are closing

up against the race with time

the roads are empty

hopes are fading with

every seconds of

departing light

time is running out

emptiness surrounds

a certain fear arise from

distance

and the road never seems to end

the sound of darkness is calling now

and hopes are certainly falling now

a mystery then,

mystery it remains

at the end of the road

Saddened thoughts

saddened thoughts devours

my mind

creeping into the darkness of life

fears of imagination

torture of own thoughts

image of

immature feelings

of pain or pleasure

a sinner with a aim

a player in a game

dead feelings without pain

smoke of emotions in vain

saddened thoughts creeping into

the darkness of life

Goodbye

it's been a long journey

now

and I think I need a break

well,

from your life and mine

a moment in time

I need to take

I need to free my mind

from all this things

that have come and gone

and take it down with

a heart of stone

I can or not

it's up to me to judge

for today, and tomorrow

I'll just find a way to try for now

for the time to come

not,forever,

just goodbye for now

A reason

I don't want to be the reason for your tears,

I don't want to be the reason for your absence,

don't want to a reason for anything at all

it came as surprise to me

but only if I know

it's too much less

for what I wanted

from you

I wanted the smile that I saw

and the part of you that I liked

but,

there's something that I've done

and it's all gone

and I don't want to be the reason for your tears

I don't want to be the reason for your absence,

don't want to a reason for anything at all

A scar

emptiness

surrounds, as I look

into the unforgettable

past, and never ending

flow of memories

times of laughter and

fun,

but nothing feels the same

promises gone in vain

lost thoughts scribbled back

to life in words

that fill up the empty

paper of pain,

with a face with tears stained eyes

and a heart with scars that never heal

a scar, a gift