Friday, July 29, 2011

A word please !!

I try to write with an empty mind
the more I try the more hard to find
its such a hard thing to do
when your minds not right
even harder more on
such cold lazy night
I try to write about anything
but I can't figure it out with ease
would mind help me write something
with a word please?

Tuesday, July 26, 2011

A lizard

I was basking in the sun one day
on a wooden chair in the park
out of no where I saw this
lizard up on the tree's bark
it look so beautiful
I loved the way it look
But it changed it color
when I closed my eyes
a moment that I took
it was so fast and so unannounced
that I couldn't understand
it was such a magic art
but the lizard jumped upon me
tearing away my heart

Goodbye

You're not even gone yet
and I already miss you so
the hard that I thought it was
harder it is to let you go
i think of the times we spent
and now they are all about to go
but i won't let it fade away
I promise,
stronger it will grow
emptiness conquers my
nostalgic mind
as i try to pen it down
but the moments that we spent
together are so precious
and so umpteen for me to express
and every single moment that i spent with you
it meant a world to me
and I'll cherish that all my life
and ill miss you so much
my love my friend
a warm goodbye
until we meet again

Sunday, July 24, 2011

A shelter

a shelter below the dark
clouds of shattered hopes
and dreams
a naive heart
drowned in unimaginable
unattainable
imaginations
victimized by the
beauty of treacherous mind
opening a tattered heart
submerged in tears

A new beginning

Leave behind what you can
for if it brings no good to you
take a bold step ahead and
for a better time to come
it may burn you down
to turn it around
but
what else can you do
erase all the darkness
in your head
and replace it with blue
for there's always a new start
right before when its to late
and if you wait for more and more
a day will come when your heart will break
if you cannot see the next day
don't waste you time to make
think of it while you , best can
and choice you have to make
and its never to late to make
a new beginning

Friday, July 22, 2011

Trust

Two sides of shore
found a connection within
a disaster in its way
inevitably seen
one pretending
one trying hard not to

but never shall one trust
the patient that flows
stronger as the feelings
strong the ego grows

a mistake not thought of
yet comes to haunt it down
a water body not seen dangerous enough
sweeps away a town

feelings, trust and time all rust in vain
never ever shall I trust you again

Saturday, July 16, 2011

Treacherous smile

A shine of trust that I saw in you
sparkling in your eyes
turned out to be treacherous
the beauty in your eyes
turned out to be dangerous

your voice,
the one I fell in love with
ripped through my heart
like a long cold sword
yet the smile of yours
stayed like you always
played when you were around
I was such a fool not to see
I was as madly in love as I could be
and,
I mistook you for one
who enjoys love rather than
hurting the one who loves you
at least I thought it for a while
as I was madly deceived by your
Treacherous smile

Friday, July 15, 2011

In her eyes

I was lost in the moment
lost within her eyes
shinning like a star
staring at me
trying to say something
yet, I cannot understand
may be something
which was never meant for me
to understand
its seems so vast
so powerful
its stop everything
I feel heavy inside
I miss her more
I want her more
I can't take my eyes of her
even I'm forbid to

I'm lost in the beauty and the
expression in her eyes
it reminds me of every single moment
I spend with her
I find it rolling across her
dark grey eyes
strong feelings
very strong
in her eyes

Monday, July 11, 2011

He stood there

an empty cup
beside the table lamp
sings the tune of
sorrow into the
boredom of the
silent room
something cries
but nothing moves
no words
like there was no
word of care
and yet
he stood there alone in the
dark room
staring at the wall
with a picture in a frame
and a wall filled with her name

he stood there
and years and years they passed
but no one picked that door
until his feelings dropped down
on the floor
and he waited there for eternity

Sunday, July 10, 2011

You

you are in my eyes, you are in my mind
you are all over the air that i breathe
you are in my blood stream
and in my heart beat

you are the thoughts that I
take my time to think
I miss you every time i close my eyes
even when i blink

you the sweetest person i know
and I really mean
you are the most beautiful girl i
have ever seen

Let me be

let me be with you till the memories go hazy
let me hold you in my arms till the world goes crazy
let me be the light if you ever run into the dark
let me be the fireworks let me be the spark

let me be the eye for you, and lead your way
let me be your morning let me be your day
let me be the one to wipe your tears
let me be your seconds let me be your years

Wait

it feels like its been a year or two
that you have crossed my mind
I was lost in you beautiful eyes
and you were gone then, now I can't find

I still think about you almost everyday
miss you like the flowers missing the sun
I wish I could see you now, there's so much I have to say
Life was so much fun then, but now its all gone

Well, you came like a hurricane and blew my mind away
May be it was a destiny that for us to meet
and may be we will, if its written in our fate
All I can do now is cross the days on calendar everyday and wait



Saturday, July 9, 2011

I Wish

as the dark clouds
tear apart disclosing the moon
I make a wish , at the night sky
I wish to see you soon

I think of the times that we spent
and try hard not to miss you
I can't wait to be with you
hold you in my arms, and kiss you

I wish this night would end
and come tomorrow I'll be by your side
I'll tell the world that I love you so
My feelings I can't hide

I wish everything would move fast
and then I would be with you very soon
we'd talk, laugh and dance
beneath that very moon

Friday, July 8, 2011

Do anything you want to do

Well, stab in my heart
burn me down
there's nothing you can do
to hurt me now
well, I'm dead inside
to burn me down
there's nothing you can do
to kill me now

So,
leave me now,
stab me too
well do anything that you want to do

Thursday, July 7, 2011

May be

It's so hard
but you'd not understand it
not understand it at all
how hard i took a fall
when i saw your pretty face
i was lost inside the place
of your beautiful eyes
and lost in your sweetest of voice
and
i know you
you'd not understand
not understand it at all
how hard i took a fall
only if i could fly and crash land
in your arms
only if i could write your name
all over the moon
and only if i could
tear my heart open and gift it to you
may be you'll understand then

Tuesday, July 5, 2011

End of the road

the lights are dim
eye's are closing
up against the race with time
the roads are empty
hopes are fading with
every seconds of
departing light
time is running out
emptiness surrounds
a certain fear arise from
distance
and the road never seems to end
the sound of darkness is calling now
and hopes are certainly falling now
a mystery then,
mystery it remains
at the end of the road

Sunday, July 3, 2011

Saddened thoughts

saddened thoughts devours
my mind
creeping into the darkness of life
fears of imagination
torture of own thoughts
image of
immature feelings
of pain or pleasure

a sinner with a aim
a player in a game
dead feelings without pain
smoke of emotions in vain

saddened thoughts creeping into
the darkness of life

Goodbye

it's been a long journey
now
and I think I need a break
well,
from your life and mine
a moment in time
I need to take
I need to free my mind
from all this things
that have come and gone
and take it down with
a heart of stone
I can or not
it's up to me to judge
for today, and tomorrow
I'll just find a way to try for now
for the time to come
not,forever,
just goodbye for now

A reason

I don't want to be the reason for your tears,
I don't want to be the reason for your absence,
don't want to a reason for anything at all

it came as surprise to me
but only if I know
it's too much less
for what I wanted
from you
I wanted the smile that I saw
and the part of you that I liked
but,
there's something that I've done
and it's all gone

and I don't want to be the reason for your tears
I don't want to be the reason for your absence,
don't want to a reason for anything at all

Saturday, July 2, 2011

A scar

emptiness
surrounds, as I look
into the unforgettable
past, and never ending
flow of memories
times of laughter and
fun,
but nothing feels the same
promises gone in vain
lost thoughts scribbled back
to life in words
that fill up the empty
paper of pain,
with a face with tears stained eyes
and a heart with scars that never heal
a scar, a gift